Tired

I am a the point of sleepiness where you're not actually functioning.

I've let instincts take over and i'm depending on them to get me through school, then work.

Complete zombie zone.

I like him enough though that the lack of sleep is worth it. He makes me


Smile

Alot, whenever I see him, when I hear from him, or my phone vibrates. Badsically all the time.

And this time i'm not scared of my feelings. No more running away. At least not yet. I'm hoping and praying it doesn't end like every other time. Please let me have just this.

For once I don't want to be the reason I lost it.