Daphne Loves Derby (and i'm still afraid of love, while they sing me into spilling)

"I'm desperate to say now 

I need you now more than ever,
But all I could say was goodnight."

I'm holding on to this moment

you keep dangling in front of me 

Maybe in forever it will finally be better

but tonight you're all that I can see

you can say it's true

and i'll hope the lie is not there

i'm just afraid that i'm fooling my mind, 

just blinding my eyes

pretending it's more then you want it to be

try and be true, to let real feelings through

please take another piece of me

so much is already missing

i'm really trying to give you everything

but it's so hard when i'm not all there

and it's not like other guys haven't told me they meant everything they said

I'm at a point where I can't tell between the fakers and the genuine

because no one has ever been genuine

I'm a bitch, I have trust issues, can you truly handle me?

I'm all for taking a chance

but am I ready to take the risk that could take it all?

"Sleep well darling"