I adore Halloween. I've had a purely adventerous one every year and I plan on maintaining such status.

I'll be seeing Wyld Stallyns play, which means seeing Bryce and...Joel. Potentially awkward with the whole haven't seen you in three years since we broke up situation, but all will be fine thanks to great male friends that insist on accompanying me. Plus I can't ditch out on my drum teacher. You'd think taking lessons from Joel's best friend and current roommate would commense in that dreaded run in. But i've skilllfully avoided it until tonight.


I should have broken that stupid mix three years ago. Would have made all the difference in getting over him. At least I don't feel nauseous everytime I hear his name. That's true progress if you ask me. It's insane how easily a guy can break you in just a few short minutes. Stupid, stupid being a girl. Certainly he never meant to hurt me but oh well he did and i'm maintaining a little grudge over it. Blaming him makes liking him a little bit harder. Which is good when it's referring to something you can't have. Actually that's probably why i'm having such a hard time getting over him. I always want what I can't have. I adore a good challenge. Stupid me and my stupid obsessions. Luckily Gabe is easy to like just as much. And his constant working makes him a constant challenge. Yay for perfect relationship! This probably sounds awful to anyone else. But it's that fear of committment I can't get over. But we all have our flaws and mine may be weird, but honestly can you really talk?

Didn't think so. Maybe we shouldn't judge so harshly we all have our little things. Yours is just as bad as mine, maybe worse. At least i'm not killing anyone.