If it's easy to give gifts, then it's not always the way. I want your time, appreciation. Gifts are great but it's the little things that mean the most. I wish he understood that...

New Years Eve in Atlantic City. It's been so long since we danced on the beach with those chaotic city lights on our backs.

I can't wait to be reunited.

Stupid guilty smiles and lame excuses.

Damn my inability to hold a grudge. Can't you just let me stay mad for once? Guess not. I never was one for being angry longer then a day. I'm a constant change of extremes. No wonder I never could keep a relationship, who the hell can keep up with me? I'm definitely not easy to figure out. But the only one that's worth me is the one to succeed.

They always did call me a tease. Even Middle School sucked with all that fun girl gossip. But bitches, let me let you in on a secret. It's not being a tease, it's not being able to find one to meet my exceptionally high standards. Have fun in this small town mediocre life forever, i'm not trapping myself with some peaked in high school loser. 

Definitely time for a vacation. Things have gotten a little to repetitious, i'm on the verge of exploding every second. 

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